In Loving Memory of:

Calypso Paikea Rhyder Lane was born on June 14, 2007 at 3:20 am. She was 3 lbs 1.9oz and 13 inches long. She was born at 29 weeks 5 days gestation. She was called home to God on July 7, 2007 at 3:50 pm at 23 days old. She died of Renal Failure as a complication of NEC (Necrotizing Enterocolitis) She is eternally loved and missed by all.

July was a hard month. I cried a lot, felt down a lot. And a lot of people didn't seem to realize how upset I was. I'm shattered, I feel like it's all happened all over again. I was at walmart and someone was putting on hand sanitizer. I lost it! It smelled just like the NICU and took me right back to the NICU. I miss my little girlie so so much.

Michael W. Smith 'Hello, Goodbye'
Wheres the navigator of your destiny?
Where is the dealer of this hand?
Who can explain life and its brevity
cause there is nothing here that I can understand
You and I have barely met
And I just don't want to let go of you yet
Noah, hello, goodbye
I will see you on the other side
Noah, sweet child of mine
I will see you on the other side
And so I hold your tiny hand in mine
For the hardest thing Ive ever had to face
Heaven calls for you before it calls for me
When you get there, save me a place
A place where I can share your smile
And I can hold you for more than just a while
Noah, hello, goodbye
I will see you on the other side
Noah, sweet child of mine
I will see you on the other side



Gone to Heaven July 7, 2007

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